35 Weeks & Welcoming the New Year

Who would have thought this day would ever come? I am down to the last 5 weeks of this pregnancy with our "sweeeeeeeet Caroline, bum bum bum." (Had to, everyone else does it...)

35 WEEKS!!! excuse my excitement :)

Our baby has gotten so big. We had another ultrasound! She is weighing about 7 lbs. and 1 oz. Holy Wow. My thoughts exactly. At 35 weeks, the average baby weighs about 5 1/4 lbs. which puts Caroline in the "greater 90th percentile" according to the ultrasound tech. She couldn't tell us how long our sweet baby is, so that is left to a surprise, but remember "she has long bones" so we will see!

 

I was really excited for this appointment. Not just because I was getting to see my little girl again for the first time in quite a few weeks, but because Joseph was able to make this one since he had the day off! She wasn't as active as she has been during the other ones. She was sleeping. AND covering her face, with not one but both hands. You could see the top part of her face. She looked liked she had a little pouty face on. It was cute. Kinda looks like she might have her daddy's lips!

 

I have my weekly appointment later this week. So hopefully we will be finding out if she will be an early baby girl! Mommy reallyyyyy wants to meet her soon.

 

Over the weekend we traveled up to Niceville to see the Robb side of the family. Never a dull moment. We really enjoyed it .It's always great to see my family.

Being home was a really good feeling. Even though it's only been a little over 3 months, it still felt like it had been forever. I love spending time with them. We spent some time in Niceville & in Destin.

I got to try a restaurant that I've heard so much about, Boshamps Oyster House. Joseph knows the owner and he'd been there a couple times since its opening and my parents have been there a few times but not me. Of course, I was surrounded by oysters and I LOVE OYSTERS. Not being able to have them was a little bit rough but there was plenty of other choices for me. Conecuh sausage is another recent favorite of mine. So I got "The Stadium Dog." Love Conecuh sausage ever since Joseph introduced me to it. Yum!

 

I will be eating at least a dozen oysters all to myself the very first chance I get, just saying! Care to join me?

 

 

All in all it was a great trip! I ate eggs benedict & way too much "beer cheese," I got to assist in the buying of some of the baby shower decorations, Ace got to run around his favorite field in my moms backyard, I got to eat steak and lobster for a family dinner and I was also able to spend sometime with my Grandparents & my Aunt. Oh & I had Danny's Fried Chicken. (I know, not exactly the healthiest thing this prego lady needs to be eating BUT in my defense, it was my first time in Niceville in months, so I couldn't pass it up). Plus, although it did rain one of the nights, the weather was gorgeous! I love the 50-60 degree weather in North Florida. It was perfect!

 

Joseph & I had a few more Christmas presents to open up & Caroline even had a few little gifts of her own!

 

 

Along with some other gifts from wonderful family & friends, my Grandma made Caroline her baby blanket & I am in love with it. I had no idea what to expect when I asked if my Grandma would make her one. She made mine and I loved it, and now Caroline has one & it's absolutely perfect. I can't wait to see her with it.

 

Needless to say, after the great weekend we had, after coming home- we were all exhausted... even Ace :)

 

 

Being home & looking around I have realized... I have so much I need to do in the nursery! But, I don't want to start organizing anymore in Caroline's room until after the baby shower so I don't have to move and then re-move things again.

 

Did I mention the shower is this upcoming weekend!? Ohemgee.

 

It's finally shower time! I can't wait to see everyone & celebrate the soon arrival of our little love bug. I feel like I have been counting down the days until the shower for forever now. So that means that it's about to be January!! BABY MONTH!

 

With it being New Years Eve and the beginning of the New Year is upon us it is only right to have a New Years resolution. Or 3 or 10. I'm so excited for 2014.

 

Looking back through some of my Facebook albums, I noticed that for my welcoming of 2013 I wrote a little paragraph:

 

"This year is going to be full of big changes. Graduating, moving, and so many other life changing experiences are going to take place. I wont regret anything and Ill take everything head on and full of hope and understanding. Ups and downs are sure to be present, but its part of life. I'm looking forward to everything I have coming my way. Here's to 2013, may it be full of hidden and seen blessings."

 

2013 certainly has been a big year. I discovered a little bit more of who I am. I made it official with the most amazing man I've ever known at the beginning of 2013, my mom received the liver transplant we all had been waiting for, I graduated from West Florida, I went to my first NASCAR race at Talladega, I moved to Montgomery, my brother found his calling and joined the Air Force, I got married & gained a new family, I moved to Central Florida, Ace turned 6, and I found out we were having a sweet little girl in January. As I noted at the beginning of the New Year, 2013 was full of hidden and seen blessings. It has been one for the books & I hope to always have the memories to look back on.

 

Looking on to 2014, I know this year will be different than any other year I've experienced so far. I will be a new mommy and I couldn't be happier and feeling more blessed about that.

 

My welcoming for 2014? It's only proper to welcome it just as I did last year:

 

"This year will be different, in so many wonderful ways. It will be filled with new challenges and situation and many changes, it will be surrounded by newfound relationships and growing bonds, it will be filled with laughter and some tears. This year represents the beginning of a new way of life, a life that we've been waiting to start. It's a new chapter that's just waiting to be written. I can't wait to share this new journey with my husband and our family, I can't wait to see where the road takes us. Here's to 2014, this is where life begins."

 

We hope everyone has a safe & Happy New Year. Ring it in right, surrounded by those you care about and love, whether it be family or friends. Cherish what you have and don't long for what you don't. Everything happens for a reason, just enjoy it and see where life takes you.

 

Until next year....

 

Happy New Year, Everyone :)

 

How far along? 35 weeks!
Total weight gain/loss: The answer is yes, I've gained weight & I no longer feel like sharing. ;) Baby girl & I are healthy though, so that's what counts!
Stretch Marks? I now have another one, but on the same side. So on one side, I now have 2 little stripes. Can we stop now?
Sleep: Surprisingly sleep is getting better. Who would have thought? I get up once in the middle of most nights but I can "sleep in" in the mornings. (My version of sleeping in and yours are probably 2 totally different things....)
Best moment(s) this week: Going to Niceville over the weekend & seeing my brother & parents. Also hearing how healthy Caroline is during her ultrasound.
Miss anything?: The smell of beer is delicious, so to have one would be great. & as previously stated, I want some Oysters & Egg Nog & Medium Rare Steak, and Cesar Salads! Soon enough right?
Movement: She's beating me up on the inside. I don't know if it's her feet or her hands or if it's just her trying to get comfy- but she's killing my ribs. I like feeling her, so I can't really complain too much.
Food cravings: Everything you're not supposed to have while being pregnant.

Labor Signs: Contractions seem to be getting stronger but no active labor signs yet.

Belly Button in or out? Innie, barely hanging on.

What I am looking forward to: My doctor's appointment to find out if we can narrow down when the little girl will be here & the baby shower this weekend!!

Weekly Wisdom: Car trips while pregnant are not the most pleasant thing, bring snacks and stop often for a walk and a potty break!







34 Weeks, We're 8 1/2 In!

(I've been a little busy so I'm a little behind in posting this weeks blog but please get used to the delay- it seems it might be happening more often with traveling, a baby shower & then A BABY coming all very soon. Hang in there with me, I'll still keep y'all updated) :)

First off, let me give a little shout out to a new baby girl that has entered the world. My cousin-in-law had a beautiful baby, Callie Grace. And my gosh- she is gorgeous! She looks just like her mommy- I couldn't be happier for the new family of 3! Love y'all and bless that little girl of yours!

I'm a sucker for babies these days... I wonder why?

We've made it to 34 weeks! It hasn't been easy but this long road is almost over. It's all down hill now right? ;)

This week has been spent baking and cleaning and finalizing all Christmas shopping. (Mine was done weeks ago, but you know how men like to do theirs last minute).... Then we were blessed to spend our Christmas week with the Turner side of our family.

As this week rolled around, I was feeling more pregnant than usual. The heartburn really is insane and the exhaustion is real. For the first part of the week, I wanted to be in bed by 8:00 but then family came and I suppose with things to do and family to hang out with that I started feeling better and was a little bit night owl (staying up later than usual anyway). I've slept fantastic for the last half of the week. Almost feeling like I could sleep in.. almost being the key word.

Christmas Eve & Christmas this year were absolutely to remember. We had such a wonderful time together. Great food, Good conversation & A lot of fun.

There were matching pajamas and our Christmas elf, Joseph. There was breakfast casserole and baked ziti and a nice Christmas dinner. There was A Christmas Story & Anchorman 2. There were 2 reindeer dogs and lots of surprises under the tree. There was laughter and joy filling our house. There was family- It was a memorable few days.

 

It was also Joseph & my 1st Christmas. I'd say it was a great first one together. I felt like the day was full of so much love between the two of us- more than usual ..if that's possible. I won't get into details but I am such a happy girl to have this wonderful man in my life. Truly a blessing to be a mommy & daddy together, to be married and to be this happy and in love.

Christmas is not about the presents and what you receive but I would like to note that this year I couldn't have been more spoiled by both sides of our family and by my husband. I'm such a lucky girl. Thank you, thank you, thank you again to everyone! Caroline received all kinds of goodies too, and she's not even here.. yet.

 

Blessed to have family that helps us plan for our little one. Caroline got a Pack'n'Play for our many trips we have planned and her visits with her Grandparents. She got her beautiful crib with gorgeous bedding. She got her travel system stroller & car seat. She got new decorations for her room and she got lots of new clothes and blankets. Mommy is ecstatic!

Today I have my 34 week doctors appointment. Just another routine check up. And then an ultrasound next week! Can't wait to see our girl :)

Tomorrow we go to Niceville for the weekend! Yay! We're very excited to see the Robb side of our family! It's going to be a good, much needed trip!

How far along? 34 weeks!
Total weight gain/loss: You gain weight when your pregnant? Weird.... haha (I don't want to talk about it).
Maternity Clothes? Christmas brought me new outfits! Yay, maternity clothing!
Stretch Marks? Still the same. Blah.
Sleep: I'm now getting up once in the middle of the night & I'm still throwing off the covers. The best feeling ever was waking up after forgetting to turn the heat on the night before- our house was 60 degrees which = one happy prego momma
Best moment(s) this week: Having family down for the holidays and her aunts feeling Caroline in my belly for their first time
Miss anything?: A mimosa on Christmas is too much to ask for.. I'll catch up next year.
Movement: She's crazy strong. Her movements are very precise.
Food cravings: String cheese, I must have string cheese.

Labor Signs: Still feeling the contractions- some are worse than others.

Belly Button in or out? Innie!

What I am looking forward to: My doctor's appointment later today, seeing our Niceville family over the weekend & our ultrasound on Monday!

Weekly Wisdom: Eat smaller meals- they mean it when the doctors and books tell you that.

Joyous Times at 33 Weeks

Another week down. It flew by with all the entertainment that took place. It was full of fun and happiness in the Turner household. Such a busy month & I'm loving it.

At the end of last week, we watched Florida State dominate in the ACC Championship; In the middle of the week, we had a baby doctor's appointment; and at the end of the week my dad was down here visiting us for the weekend! A wonderful week to have.

First off, Go Noles! I'm so proud to be a Seminole, always am, but even more so. And Jameis won the Heisman. Couldn't be a more proud fan. He is well deserving. What a freshman! #nolenation #bringonpasadena #beatauburn

My daddy came to visit us down here. First observation: the weather is completely different than where he has been in the last few weeks. Way different from Nashville, Tennessee by a landslide and even different from our neighboring North Florida weather. We're still experiencing 85 degree weather. Yay, us? Ugh.

It was so nice getting to see him. It really has been too long. We had a really good visit together. We went and ate at this restaurant that is right up the road from our house, Lonnie's Fusion Cuisine. #ohemgee delicious! It's absolutely one of my new favorites in Lake Mary. Really glad we discovered it and tried something new.

 

We got to do some Christmas shopping together, which goodness talk about chaos. Parking lots were a zoo and the lines were incredibly long. But what else says Christmas spirit like having to wait in lines and fight crowds? (just kidding). I'm glad we all just about finished our shopping though! Huge plus considering all 3 of us typically wait until the last minute.

Also, we spent one of the days in the fresh air. The boys played an afternoon of golf and Caroline and I drove the cart. It was a lot of fun & the weather couldn't have been more perfect for it. Following golf, we had a BBQ dinner with way too much food and watched the Heisman Trophy presentation.
(I would like to make a note that all I did was drive the cart, and I was completely pooped by the time we got home. I made it through the awards ceremony but then was out like a light in a hurry).

It was a relaxed weekend with a lot to do, I always enjoy time with my dad. The time really flew by. I already miss him and can't wait to see him again. (Just think, less than 2 weeks!)

For an update on my baby that's brewing: Caroline is pure perfection (if this mommy does say so herself). Her heart rate is perfect, as is mine. My stomach is measuring exactly what it should be according to her weekly progress. Mommy is steadily gaining weight, as is the baby girl. 2 healthy ladies here! Right on track.

We didn't get to do another ultrasound yet. Maybe in a month we will get to again. Hope so. I love seeing her! And I want to know what she is measuring in at. I want to see how her "long bones" have progressed and if her weight is still ahead of schedule. Everyone is making the joke now that based on her previous weight and length and then the weight she is supposed to be gaining per week that she is going to come out walking and talking.

It's getting closer and closer to seeing our love bug. We are now 33 weeks along! She has dropped! It's weird seeing my belly even lower that it was. I didn't realize it could get much lower..  but oh, it can.

Bets are still being placed on when she is coming. I've taken 36-37 weeks. Joseph has 37 weeks. The doctor says between 38 and 39. My dad says 41. All is fine with me, except I'm really hoping my dad is wrong (sorry, dad!). 41 weeks seems like too much longer to wait at this point. And 36 weeks is too close to the shower date.. SO please, hang in there at least until we get back to Orlando little one!

It's crazy the things they don't tell you about pregnancy- you know, the things you just find out throughout the process. Who would've thought that making the bed and bending over (or sitting down) to put shoes on would become such exhausting tasks. Goodness, it's rough.

Well, at least the end is in sight now!

Now this week, I get to stay busy as well! Prepping for the family to be down here this upcoming Monday! Really looking forward to it. I've got to plan a menu, clean around the house some more and I've got to start some baking to have yummy Christmas treats ready! It's going to be a good Holiday :) Ready to see the sisters and if Ace understood, I know he would be thrilled that he is going to have his buddy down here for a few days to play!

He's beginning to get in the Christmas spirit!

December is usually a rough month on my side of the family. It's usually filled with hospitals and sickness and sadness even though the holiday spirit is tied in to try to cheer things up. It's always a difficult time. I think times are beginning to really change. Last December and this December have been proving my theory wrong and I'll continue to pray that it is a true sign that things are changing. Things are looking up and I'm so incredibly thankful for it.

Bless my family and bless yours, for tis the season for many blessings to be spread and shared with everyone.

How far along? 33 weeks!
Total weight gain/loss: I have officially broken 40 lbs. I've gained 42 lbs thus far during this pregnancy. And I hear a pound a week starts now? Please don't.
Maternity Clothes? That's what my wardrobe consists of. Comfy tempo shorts still fit though & tee's!
Stretch Marks? No matter how much I "massage" lotion into my one stripe, it won't fade yet. I'm going to continue to try though. Oh & I think I'm getting another one. Woohoo, me.
Sleep: I get hot, and hotter, all throughout the night- and I know it's just me because my husband is in socks, long pants and a shirt and my dog's teeth are literally chattering. Heat ultimately causes tossing and turning and throwing the covers off. Poor Joseph who has to sleep next to me, at least I don't wake him.
Best moment(s) this week: Having my dad here and him seeing for himself this big belly of mine & Caroline getting to hear her Opa's voice. :) Little wiggle worm.
Miss anything?: I want some eggnog & a Caesar salad, por favor. Joseph didn't understand my odd question about freezing eggnog. I asked if it was possible to buy it during the holiday season and then freeze it until I can have it after Caroline is born. I got a weird expression from him. & apparently, it wouldn't taste the same. I guess I really do have to wait until next Christmas for a glass of eggnog. Funny thing is- I don't even like eggnog that much- but now I really want it!
Movement: I think she is experimenting now. Watching my stomach, it's almost like she pokes one spot and then stops for a second, then pokes another spot to see how far she can stretch each spot for more room.
Food cravings: Big on fruit. Grapes galore & apple city in my fridge. If I only could cut a pineapple without wasting so much I'd have tons of pineapple in there too.

Labor Signs: I'm experiencing contractions. They're not the nicest feeling. Yay for my body prepping me for labor..

Belly Button in or out? Innie, hang in there!

What I am looking forward to: A relaxing weekend with the hubs & then Christmas with the Turners, followed by a weekend with my Mom, Dad & Brother!

Weekly Wisdom: Enjoy every minute you are given with those you love, don't waste time- it's something you'll never get back.

Bragging Note: Joseph is so good to me. He knows what makes his pregnant wife happier than anything. He noticed my fruit obsession & my love for chocolate and gave me the best of both worlds. You can't go wrong with anything Godiva, but this was absolutely perfect. So grateful to have such a loving & caring husband. #bragover

I'm Ready!

I slept in this morning. Boy, it felt so good not to be up and moving around by 7:00. What a wonderful gift on this Tuesday. I woke up to a happy dog, wagging his tail with a toy in his mouth next to the bed. I love his greetings, they put a smile on my face. I get up to find that my husband which I adore so much left a fresh pot of hot coffee waiting, just for me.

 

I'm in such a wonderful mood. Feeling so blessed for the things that I have and the things I have to look forward to. I'm getting anxious just thinking about them!

 

I'm so ready!

 

I'm ready for my dad to be here on Friday.

It's going to be a wonderful weekend. I've missed him a lot. His first trip here will be so fun- in his company, it's hard not to have a good time. I'm so excited to show him our house & the city around us - watch the Heisman presentation - maybe do a little golf (ill be driving the cart!) - and whatever else we decide to do! I'm going to make some sweet treats for while he is here, he enjoys scrumptious desserts just as much as I do :) Only a few days until his arrival!

 

I'm ready for Christmas!

I love the Christmas season, but this year it is especially special. It is Joseph & my 1st Christmas together. It's a time for making new memories. His family, my in-laws, will be in town! I'm really looking forward to seeing all of them! It seems like it has been forever, even though I know it hasn't! I've missed their company, and his sister's hilariousness. It's hard not to laugh and enjoy yourself in their presence. It's going to be a wonderful week with them!

 

I'm ready for 2 consecutive weekends in Niceville!

I'm so ready to go home the weekend after Christmas. I'm ready to see my family! I love my mom's house around Christmas, it's so festive and makes you feel warm and at home. I'm excited to see my brother and my mom and my dad! Even though my dad will have just left us down here in Orlando, it has been a little while since I've seen my mom and an even longer time since I've seen Matt! It's going to be a wonderful weekend full of joy and memories. I'm even looking forward to the weather! I hear it gets a little cooler up there than it does down here.

Haha, Oh Florida.

 

I'm ready for Caroline's baby shower!

I'm so excited to see our friends and family all gathered together to celebrate Joseph & I and the arrival of our little Caroline. It's going to be such a fun time and so many memories will be made. I know there has been a lot of work going into it and I'm really excited to see the end result. I get more excited receiving RSVP's too! I love knowing how much support we have from everyone and how many people are just as excited about her arrival as we are. It warms my heart knowing that she is already loved by so many.

 

I'm ready for the BCS National Championship!

Go Noles, Beat Auburn! I'm ready to watch this and scream my lungs out the whole time. I'm so proud of my Noles and am ready to see them represent the ACC. It's going to be a tough game, but I have lots of faith in Florida State. This is going to be one for the books! Bring it on!

 

I'm ready for our love bug's entrance into the world!

I'm getting more anxious about her arrival. I find myself wishing it would just be tomorrow! Hurry, January- I'm so ready to meet my little girl and to hold her. The anticipation is killing me! I have so many thoughts and curiosities about what she will be like and the poise she will have. I know she'll be just perfect, I just want some details! :) This momma is more than ready to meet this little bundle of joy!

 

 

 



32 Weeks

December is blowing my mind! I think it's only because NEXT MONTH IS JANUARY!

(for those of you who don't have a calendar & didn't know ;)

 

32 weeks of pregnancy!!

woot woot! woot woot! woot woot!

I hope I'm not the only one who thinks this way but goodness can it be over already? I'm ready to hold my mini me, or mini Joseph, or my perfect little mix of us. 32 weeks, 32 weeks, it's getting closer & closer!

Although it is getting closer judging by how far along I am, it feels like each day slows down & lasts longer and longer than the day before.

Is this real life? Sleeping is exhausting in its own. Wake up, fall asleep, wake up, pray to fall back asleep and the pattern continues. My arm is constantly falling asleep because I can't get it in a good position that's comfortable. I have no pregnancy pillow so I will blame part of my insomnia on that. Eating is getting more complicated too. This week I learned, I can't stand the smell of ground beef cooking. It's disgusting to me. But I love the smell of chopped garlic. Weird? 90% of the time I can't decide what I do want to eat, it's like nothing sounds good- so I'm living on peanut butter and jelly sandwiches and apples with peanut butter. At least there is still protein in those. Oh, and baked potatoes. Can't get enough of those.

This week I have been "nesting" again. I washed some more clothes and blankets and I organized her closet a little more. I also got some more little things in the mail for our little one. Mommy's getting a little order crazy online. I can't help it though. Everything is just so precious. I'm personally increasing Caroline's Seminole apparel. She has a lot of Alabama fan gear, which is wonderful (roll tide!) but, she will also be a Nole girl. She will be both until she is old enough to decide for herself :)

I'm trying to do all kinds of things to distract myself.

I've finished all my Christmas shopping. I just need to wrap now.

And we're basically done decorating the house. Our tree is up! Yay. We just have to find a tree topper that we really like.. we're kind of picky. Our stockings our hung, for the dogs and all, & lights are all around our house! It's beginning to look a lot like Christmas (imagine that in the tune of the song itself). fa la la la la la la la la

The decision is in! It's looking like it's going to be all of the Turner side of the family down here for Christmas! Ready to see the In-Laws! :) & I know Ace is going to be super excited to play with Jake!

I know I'll be missing my part of the fam on Christmas Day itself, buttttttt

To follow up Christmas... Joseph, Ace and I are headed to Niceville to see the Robb side of our fam! I've missed them. & it's my last opportunity to spend time with Matt before Caroline is here. (which come to think of it, I haven't seen him since the wedding). Wish we could have a beer together for old times sake, or like last Christmas, Power Hour before Santa comes. (I smile and get a little chuckle just thinking about it). Good memories. So this year it'll be different but I know it'll be just as great of a "Christmas Break."

I just want to put it out there- Netflix is amazing. I stream during the day and then movies come in the mail every other day, so that's kind of nice. Joseph & I just finished watching the series Homeland. (If you haven't seen it, start it, it's completely worth it!) We watched both seasons that are on Netflix, now we're waiting for the 3rd season to be put on there since we're too late in the season to watch it on TV. We also just finished "The Internship." We love comedies- It gets rated an 'A' from us, we laughed our butts off.  Next, I have the movies like "The Heat" and "Now You See Me" lined up and ready to watch. Oh, & I finally finished ALL 8 SEASONS of "Weeds." Everyone has always talked about it, so I gave it a shot and 3 weeks later, all done! Now on to Gossip Girl, Season One, Ready, Go!

eBay biz is still blossoming. Pretty happy about that. However, the post office I'm not such a big fan of. Thank goodness there are machines in the lobby of our local post office that you can use to ship smaller packages. Luckily. Otherwise, I'm sure I would be known by name considering I'm in there AT LEAST twice a week.

On another note, there is some Florida State football on tonight that I'm ready for. Go Noles, Beat Duke!

How far along? 32 weeks! asdfjkl;!!
Total weight gain/loss: Is it wrong that I haven't weighed myself in awhile? haha- I don't want to see the damage taking place. I'll wait until the next doctor appointment to feel the shame.
Maternity Clothes? Got my new items in the mail! New pants, new shirts and new cardigans! I'm shlovin' it. Motherhood Maternity is my favsie.
Stretch Marks? Blah. Just that one. Let's keep it that way, por favor.
Sleep: Check out my above remarks about sleep. Ukkk. This is my life, currently anyway.
Best moment(s) this week: I have a couple :D (I guess it was a good week!) 1- When Ace was laying on my stomach and Caroline did a very abrupt kick, it startled him.. just a little bit! It's funny how he maneuvers himself to lay with Caroline no matter what the cost or how uncomfortable he might end up. He's so cute with how hard he tries to lay with her.  His head is always on my belly. 2- Joseph went to kiss my stomach and at the exact same time, Caroline kicked right where his lips were. It was hilarious, after we had been playing with my belly for a bit, she wanted to play with her Daddy. Too Cute! 3- We got some great news from one of my doctors this week, prayers have been answered :)
Miss anything?: Not being exhausted All. Day. Long.
Movement: Constantly. She moves around a lot more at night now that she used to. It seems night time has always been her "favorite time" to play but now I'm woken up in the middle of the night to a very active little bean just jumping around.
Food cravings: Same stuff. Nothing weird, nothing new.

Labor Signs: Not yet.

Belly Button in or out? Still an innie. When do you think it'll pop?

What I am looking forward to: Our doctor's appointment on Wednesday! & Then Mi Padre will be down on Friday! (It's his first visit since we've moved here! REALLY looking forward to it :)

Weekly Wisdom: Always wear comfortable shoes while shopping. It doesn't matter how fashionable the shoes are, if you are out & about- your feet are going to DIE in uncomfortable shoes. (Lesson learned in Target....it was awful) & it didn't take long.

I Remember Last December

Things change so quickly. Some for the good, some for the sad- mostly for the good.

 

I Remember Last December.

 

I was figuring out who I was. I was working hard at my job, putting in double after double, staying and taking the closing shift. I was making money, and lots of it. It was a job I was skeptical about taking, but I've never had such an enjoyable time while working. (Minus my internship, that falls into a different category because it was unpaid). I loved the people I got to know there, my fellow owls as well as the management team. Some of them left an ever lasting impression on me. It was an experience that really taught me a lot about myself, it gave me a lot of skills to use in the rest of my life.

 

I Remember Last December.

 

I made friends with new people, rekindled old friendships and had the time of my life. I worked my butt off but made sure to make time for things I wanted to do. I stayed up late, over slept and wouldn't change a thing. I was silly, some would say crazy, I was outspoken and in control. I tested my boundaries and really pushed myself physically and morally.

 

I Remember Last December.

 

I was at a crossroad in my life, where everything had recently just changed and I had a choice to make. I could either let what had happened define me and stay in a funk or I could push through it and grow from it. I'm grateful for the people that pushed me to take it on head on and get through it. I'm so happy to have had those people in my life. I'm so happy that they were always there for me, no matter what the time was.

 

I made some memories last December that I will always cherish deeply. The places, the people and the times that were had will always be something that I look back on and smile about.

 

Sometimes I wish those times then could've lasted forever. But even I know they couldn't have.

 

 

Although things are different now, it is part of growing up. I'm so happy to have those memories and to have had those experiences.

 

Now this December, there are new and different memories to make.



Goodbye November, Hello December

"Take a moment each day to let the beauty of your life grasp hold of your soul and be able to lose yourself in how lucky you are." -Senora Roy

To finish off my 30 Days of Thankfulness (even though I'm thankful everyday!):

November 27th: Time. I am thankful for the time given. I am thankful for the time we have been given to spend with our loved ones. I am grateful for all the time I have had so far to make memories that I will forever cherish. I am thankful that God has granted others time to share with me and with the people they love. Time is something not to be taken lightly, I am thankful to be aware of that. Life is short, but sweet for certain and every minute counts. I am so thankful to have had the time I've had here on this earth and I am thankful for every minute that I'll ever have in the future. I will do my absolute best to not waste anytime and always use it to the fullest. I am thankful for time.

November 28th: Thanksgiving. I am so thankful during this Thanksgiving. It is a different one, unlike any other one I have had in the past. It was Joseph & my 1st Thanksgiving as a married couple. It was our 1st Thanksgiving without the traditions we have with our families on Thanksgiving day. It was just the two of us. I am thankful to have cooked a Thanksgiving meal for Joseph and me. I am thankful for the help I received from Joseph. I am thankful for the time we got to spend together on this day. I am thankful for the rest we got and for the activities we took part in. I am thankful for Thanksgiving Day football. I am blessed to have had as many Thanksgivings with my family as I have had and although I miss them I know there will be many more opportunities as we all progress in our lives. I am thankful for the changes that I see from last year to this year in myself and in my life. I am thankful for all the memories that flood in when I think about past Thanksgivings and I am thankful for all the new memories I have now. I am thankful for the food that we were blessed with and I am thankful for the company I shared it with. I am thankful for this Thanksgiving Day.

November 29th: Health. I am thankful for the good health of myself, family and friends. I am so thankful that everyone I know is such a fighter when it comes to battling health problems. I am so grateful for all the people I know in my life that have been able to overcome health issues. I am saddened for those we have lost along the way that battled for so long for their lives, and I continue to keep them in my heart. I am thankful for the ever changing technology that allows new discoveries within the world of medicine. I am thankful for the surgeries and transplants that have allowed me to spend more time with my loved ones. I am thankful for doctors and nurses who truly believe in their job and take pride in it with each and every patient. I am so thankful for everyone in my life and I am very thankful for our withstanding and improving health.

November 30th: Caroline Ann. I am so thankful for our daughter we will be blessed with in a few short months, Caroline. She is our first child, a sweet little girl. I am so thankful to have been given the opportunity to be a mother after believing and being told it wasn't possible. She is a miracle and will forever be such a precious gift. I am thankful that Joseph & I get to share the joys she will bring into our family. I am thankful for the personality I can already feel from her. I love her activeness and her cooperation that she already displays. I love how I feel when she moves. I love her responses when we talk to her and play with her. I am thankful that she is getting closer and closer to being here. I am so thankful for our first child, Caroline, that will be the start to our family.

November just ended! & Now we're a few days into December! My goodness, I can't decide if time is in hyper mode or if it is in slow motion- I guess it would depend on the day itself.

As most of you know, I recently had my first taste of Tijuana Flats. Joseph introduced me. I've always seen the restaurant but I've just never taken the time to go give it a shot. & boy I was missing out. So good, I got it that first time and then convinced Joseph to go with me a couple days later. Pure perfection = the Chicken Flautas. Yum!

Joseph took me out for date night. Dinner & a movie- which is right up this pregnant girl's alley. If you haven't seen it yet, you must check out "Last Vegas." So good. Great actors. We laughed the whole time. Muy Bien.

We had our checkup with our baby doctor. For your update: everything is looking good (with a thumbs up). Doc said my stomach measures perfectly. Blood pressure, heart rate and pulse all checked out. We listened to Caroline's heartbeat for a little while, it once again took a minute to find. She sits funny, no one believes me. She's low, very low, and she was moving the whole time so we had to chase her with the machine to get an accurate count. She's presh.

I can't believe I'm already 31 weeks! It's so crazy to think. Sometimes I feel like we just found out baby was a girl last week and we still have months to go! Not the case.

She will be here in "8-10 weeks" is what the doctor said. I'm crossing my fingers for 8 since I'm dying to meet her, but yeah yeah I know- the longer she's in the better for her. So I won't be selfish, stay as long as you'd like sweet pea.

Joseph & I were just talking about it again and we're thinking that because of how fast she is growing, we think she's going to be here early. We're both guessing that around 36 weeks she will make her arrival. All I can say is, please don't come while we're in Niceville for the baby shower. That would throw everything off! (although it would be cool for having more friends and family around, just saying) BUT DONT DO IT. por favor.

We've been prepping and buying more things for the little one. And we've been receiving wonderful gifts, thank you! Everything is so cute and little and PINK. I'm in love. Thank you to the in-laws for their sweet package they sent us for Thanksgiving. We love all the adorable items y'all got for Caroline. Love, love, love. So thoughtful!

Thanksgiving was a lot of fun. I enjoyed it with my two boys, obvi Joseph & Ace. We had way to much food, aka a ton of left overs. It was actually a really chilly day. We woke up and the house was 60 degrees! We didn't know it was going to be so cold outside, otherwise we would've turned our air off & the heat on. Poor Ace, he woke me up with his teeth chattering. Cute, but poor guy. He has such thin fur, not a doggy for cold weather. So Joseph got to see what we do when Ace gets cold, wrap him up in his Hollister sweatshirts. My little gangster dog with his hood & "pants" (sleeves) rolled up. Adorable.

P.S- The king of Green Bean Casserole, Joseph, approved my recipe! He loved it! I'm glad I tested it out!

I also tried a recipe that I found for Marbled Brownies. Delish. Joseph doesn't eat pie so I had to think of a dessert he would enjoy for our feast. You can't go wrong with brownies & he loves brownies so what better time to try it out! I don't like brownies & even I liked these. They were light and fluffy- cake style. Cream cheese makes anything good though.

So, my Dad (& possibly my Mom), will be in town at the end of next week! It'll be my dad's first trip down here since we've moved. Really looking forward to that. It's always great to see them! Almost time to prep the house for our guests :)

The outside lights are done for Christmas and we're working on the inside now. Garland and lights are filling the house. I've got the get the stockings up, our wreath & then the tree. So excited! So much to do! It's beginning to look a lot like Christmas... too cheesy?

It's looking like we are going to have our families down here for the Holiday's. Both sides! It's still undecided of exactly when, but I'm so excited to see everyone, already! I think it'd be so cool to have both sides down at the same time on Christmas, one big happy family!

December & January are going to be such busy months with so much fun stuff taking place, they're going to fly by & then our baby will be here! I hear these last 2 months last the longest so Let's Keep Busy with activities!

How far along? 31 weeks of baking this jelly bean
Total weight gain/loss: a "wonderful" whopping 40 lbs. "You're baby wants you to gain a whole mess of weight" -Knocked Up. Ugh.
Maternity Clothes? Just made a recent purchase for more. I needed some more short sleeves since Orlando can't decide when it wants to get hot & cold. And I got some for when we go to North Florida to "the blistering cold".
Stretch Marks? Throwing in the towel, I know have one 'beautiful' stripe. How lucky am I...
Sleep: What's that? I know wake up a minimum of 3 times in the middle of the night, wide awake & pleading to go back to sleep. There's nothing to do at 1 AM!
Best moment(s) this week: Caroline playing with the flashlight we put on my belly, it was sweet
Miss anything?: Everything. You can't do anything while you're pregnant- they don't tell you all of this while you're growing up.
Movement: All day long & now all night. She's so active. Honestly, with her size she's gotta be out of space in there.
Food cravings: French fries, but I'm fighting that urge. Still on my PB&J's & I wish our leftover mashed potatoes were on a never ending supply- they're gone.

Labor Signs: Negative, not there yet.

Belly Button in or out? Still holding it's ground, keeping it's innie appearance!

What I am looking forward to: Our doctor's appointment next Tuesday! We should find out lots of information then about our little one so I'm really looking forward to it!

Weekly Wisdom: Eat breakfast every morning before you go do your errands, if not you'll be more than tempted to get yucky food at fast food joints because you'll realize you are STARVING and be nowhere near your house. Or pack snacks!

Had to show this for the cuteness factor. Look how much he loves his sissy :) melting.

Let The Actual Countdown Begin

Now that we have made it this far, I am starting the official countdown. I am 30 weeks Pregnant! 30 weeks down & only 10 to go until baby Caroline's Due Date!

(her due date according to the doctor is February 3rd)

we think she'll be a January baby, just a hunch.

I am definitely experiencing the 3rd trimester slumber spell. I am pretty much exhausted all the time. Naps have become part of Ace & my daily routine. (not going to complain, I love my cuddle buddy).

I'm back on track for headaches too. If I don't wake up with one, it's a miracle, but I know I have limited time until one comes on. Hopefully those will disappear again- they're no fun for anyone. Tylenol nor caffeine help either and caffeine was a sure thing before.

This week I have been organizing in Caroline's room a little more. I've been washing clothes and putting them away. Also, I've been experimenting with the drawer organizers we bought for her. They're wonderful. I must get more. I love seeing all the pink everywhere. Especially the pale pink color we are using in the nursery. The color feels dainty and fragile, just like our little girl will be. I'm working on a strategy for good closet organization. I bought size dividers, they're gray and white chevron :) Super cute & extremely helpful already! As I wash, I put away accordingly.

 

Some more of my purchases have arrived! I am really into online shopping these days. You can find pretty much anything you can imagine and you can do it in your PJs if you so desire, its wonderful!

 

I've been making more lists. Getting more plans together & trying to finalize things. According to my reading, everything needs to be done around 35 weeks, incase of an early arrival. So I still have time, I'm just restless and wanting to speed up the process I think.

To my excitement, people are starting to receive their baby shower invites! It's really getting close. I want to help, but I'm supposed to just enjoy this time. I was given one special task though (I requested it, not going to lie). I get to receive the RSVPs, which is super exciting and it'll give me something to do to occupy my time! Plus I love talking to everyone! So people, send your RSVPs my way!

It's been apparent that Ace's favorite room in the house is Caroline's room. He spends the majority of his day laying in there, in different spots too. At first, it was just in the door way. Then he would lay smack dab in the middle, now he is laying up on the window seat and "posting up" on the ledge of the seat as well. It's like he is guarding her room. He is the look out. It's precious. I wonder how he is going to react once the room is finished and then once their is a baby that spends a lot of time in there.

 

 

I can't believe November is almost over. It has been a fast month. (which is fantastic for this pregnant person).

November 20th: The Baby Place. I am thankful for The Baby Place. The Baby Place is the care unit at the hospital Caroline will be born at. It is where we will get to meet her for the first time. It is where we will make many first memories of our little baby girl. It's where our family will gather and meet their Granddaughter and their niece for the first time. I am thankful for the friendly and informative staff it is filled with. I am thankful for their set up and all they have to offer a new family. I am so thankful that this is where my daughter will be brought into the world. I'm thankful for the reassurance that I felt after visiting the facility, I know she'll be in good hands. I am thankful that Caroline will be born at The Baby Place.

November 21st: Friends. I am thankful for the special people in my life I call my friends. "A friend is one that knows you as you are, understands where you have been, accepts what you have become, and still, gently allows you to grow." - William Shakespeare I am thankful for the friends that have been in my life since I was little and I am grateful for the new friends I have made. I am thankful for every different thing each of them bring to my life. I am thankful for the things they have taught me. I am thankful for the ups and the downs that we've all experienced together and for all the memories we have made. I am thankful for the laughter and the tears, the late nights and early mornings. I am thankful for the friends of mine that have always been straight with me and told me how it was. I'll always cherish them and each one of them for what they bring to my life. School wouldn't have been the same without them and my wedding wouldn't have been the same without them, life would be completely different without some of the friends I have made. I know Caroline is going to love them all just like I do. I'm thankful for all of my friends.

I would also like to say Happy birthday to one of my dearest friends. On November 21st this year, she turned 24. I am so blessed to have known her since I moved to Niceville in 2001. She has always been there for me. She is one of the most genuine people I know. I hope she had one of the happiest of birthdays because that is what she deserves. I wish I could've been there to celebrate the special day, but it will just have to be made up for. Happy birthday, and here is to many more years of friendship and laughter. (If Caroline could say it, she would say Happy Birthday, Aunt Kallz)

November 22nd: Energy. I am thankful for the days I am full of energy. I am thankful for the days that I want to get things done and I do because of the energy I have. I am thankful for the days I'm not completely exhausted and can continue with my regular routine. I know Ace is thankful for when I have energy because we get to go on walks. I am thankful for the bursts of energy I get on the rare occasion.

November 23rd: Family. I am thankful for my family. I was blessed with this perfect unconventional family. I am thankful for everything they've taught me about life. I am thankful for everything we've been through together. Although we are unconventional, I wouldn't trade us for anything. I love the closeness that we all have. I love how they all have grown to be more than just my family, I love how we are friends too. I am thankful for the years we all got to spend together under one roof. I am thankful for the conversations that we have. I am thankful that I have parents and a brother that I can tell anything without judgment. I am thankful for their advice. I am thankful to have been raised in a military family with a strong father and an even stronger mother. I am thankful that I can truly say my brother is my best friend. I am so grateful that even though we are grown now and spread out, that the four of us still talk regularly despite where we are in the world. I am thankful for the person they've made me. I am thankful for all the memories and photographs that I have to look back on. I am thankful for the stories that we can all tell to each other that remind me of how things were growing up. I love my family more than anything and I am so thankful for them.

November 24th: Marrying Joseph. I am thankful to have married the most amazing person I've ever met, Joseph. I am so thankful to have met him and to have joined our families together. His family has been a blessing. I am so thankful to have found someone like Joseph and to have gained his last name. August 24th will always be one of the best days of my life. I love knowing that it really was fate that brought us together, that one decision led to us having the opportunity to get to know each other. I am so thankful to have already made so many memories and to have experienced so much together. I am thankful for the ups and downs that we have encountered on our journey together, they have helped us grow together and built a stronger bond between us. I am thankful for his personality, I love his humor. I love his jokes and how he constantly makes me laugh, no matter how hard I try to fight it. I am thankful that he is more than my husband, so much more. I am so blessed to have the rest of our lives to spend together and I love knowing that everyday will be a new adventure. I am so thankful to be having a little girl with him, he will be the best father. I am so in love with him and couldn't imagine not having him in this life. I am so thankful for my husband, Joseph.

November 25th: Florida SunPass. I am thankful for the nifty contraption known as the Florida SunPass. I am thankful that by having this device, I can hop on the expressway right by our house and get pretty much anywhere in only half the time. I love the convenience. I am thankful that the SunPass is used in all parts of Florida. I am thankful that we have this wonderful contraption because it makes traveling in Orlando so much easier and less stressful. I am thankful for the Florida SunPass.

November 26th: Ebay. I am thankful for the online shopping experience known as Ebay. I am thankful for the small store that I have managed to create on there and for the success it has reached. I am thankful that I have been able to grow it more than I thought I would. I am so thankful that my husband has encouraged it and helped get it started. I am thankful for the extra money that Ebay brings in. I am thankful it provides me with something to do on a regular basis. I enjoy the responsibility of making buyers satisfied. I am thankful for all the people that shop on Ebay making a side business/hobby possible. I am thankful for online shopping on Ebay.

Our Thanksgiving plans have changed, yet again. We were both really looking forward to feeding families on Thanksgiving Day, but unfortunately it is going to have to be done another year. Another year that I'm not so pregnant. Apparently, shelters do not recommend women in their 3rd trimesters being exposed to everything that will be coming in and out with all the people. They wouldn't allow me to register. Thinking on it, they're completely right. It is something we should have thought about when we were discussing it in the first place. It wouldn't be a smart move for me to be there and "exposed." So another year!

So we've decided that we're back to plan A. We're going to have a nice small Thanksgiving at our house, just Joseph, me & Ace. It will be rather simple. I found a mini green bean casserole recipe  that just sounds absolutely delicious, so we're going to try it! I'll let you know how it turns out.

On another note, have I mentioned how much I love Sundays? This Sunday we did a little Christmas decorating. We hung lights outside, which is something I've always wanted to do in my very own house. We're keeping it a classic Christmas at this house this year. White lights all around.

 

Everyone in Lake Mary is very festive for the holidays, so I'm glad we're contributing to the neighborhood lights. There is still more to be done, but today was a start.

The weather was perfect. It was super chilly and windy. It was a leggings and boots kind of day. Pure Perfection. We were actually cold on our walk to the lake with Ace. love love love. Ace loved being outside all day. We were able to leave the door open to the backyard, such wonderful weather!

Next week we're getting our Christmas tree. We've decided to wait until after Thanksgiving to put it up. I'm pretty excited about that too!

We get to pick out ornaments!! eee. (I'm sure Joseph is saying "eeee" too haha). I've ordered a few personalized ones from Etsy. I Love Etsy. Of course the "Our 1st Christmas" ornament, Ace gets a doggy paw print ornament & then we have to represent our livelihood with a FSU & a Bama ornament (still in search for the sports teams). I'm ready for them to come in the mail!

I've found so many holiday treat recipes that I'm dying to try. Joseph's excitement for some of the treats is showing too! I'm in the process of rounding up the ingredients and then you might as well call me Betty Crocker, I'll be in the kitchen baking away!

Tomorrow is our doctor's appointment. Yay! & they appointments will be more and more frequent. I really like my doctor and I love updates on Caroline, so I really enjoy going!

How far along? 30 weeks! Only 10 to go until our due date :)
Total weight gain/loss: I haven't been weighed since last week, I'm going to guess I've gained a few more lbs. though.
Maternity Clothes? Still wearing them. Getting sick of them and how confined the pants make me feel. It's time to find a different solution I think. Let the search begin..
Stretch Marks? Still in the clear!
Sleep: I've been tossing and turning a lot lately, according to Joseph. Poor guy. & I've graduated from waking up once a night to twice. I hope this isn't the start of a pattern.
Best moment(s) this week: Understanding the purpose of a birth plan & actually making one while we were at the hospital for our tour. A lot of my questions go answered, it's a relief.
Miss anything?: Sushi. The crab & the shrimp and all that yummy goodness. Did I hear this correctly- I can have the creamy, crunch shrimp roll right? It's cooked......If so, I've gotta get me some of that!
Movement: The little one is always on the move. She's jabbing and poking and rolling in there is what it feels like.
Food cravings: Joseph says she is going to come out a stick of peanut butter with all the peanut butter that I have in my diet. What can I say? At least it's not a bad craving to have. We eat PB&J's, Peanut Butter Crackers, Apples with Peanut Butter & the latest: Oreos & Peanut butter (like the Parent Trap!)

Labor Signs: Negative.

Belly Button in or out? It's wanting to creep out. Still in for now- the bet is still on! STAY IN!

What I am looking forward to: My Doctors appointment on tomorrow with Joseph. It should be very informative. & None baby related, I get my new license with my name change on it on Monday! Yay, me!

Weekly Wisdom: Whenever in doubt, take a minute to pray. He hears you.