Time is the scariest thing if you ask me. You have to worry about it passing by too quickly sometimes. You have to worry if there is enough of it. Then at times you dread how slow you think it's going to pass. It's not a fair "thing" if you ask me. Time scares me, mostly because of the uncertainty that goes along with it.
The future brings big changes for the Turner family. Changes that will bring growth and security for our family more quickly in the future, but for a short time period we will have a huge adjustment.
Even a short period can seem long when it comes to matters of the heart. It seems that when you're distanced from the ones you love that time has a way of dragging out each day until you're together again. This is what I'm dreading.
I don't want anything to be missed. Birthdays. Milestones. The little moments that mean so much. That's what makes me sad.
On the other hand, I'm excited. Because of the big changes that will take place because we make this sacrifice for a short period. Because of our family. And because of the opportunities.
If there is one thing I know for certain, the time we do I have, we will make the most of. Together.
Just things that are on my mind lately...
