This Could Be It

We could be at the end of this journey.

We could have finally reached our end goal.

Are you as ready as we are?

Despite the circumstances, I could not be more thrilled at the possibility of meeting our baby girl, Caroline, this week!!

We are 37 weeks pregnant! "Full Term" depending on who you ask.

 

Last week I mentioned a possible 'bump' in the road. My doctor thinks I could have developed preeclampsia or toxemia. Neither have been confirmed. Tests have been done though. My blood work is normal, my weight gain has been regulated, the only things still remaining are that I have extremely high blood pressure, my swelling has increased and my blood circulation has decreased.

We did an ultrasound to check on Caroline & she is still doing wonderful. Moving around a ton- so she doesn't seem to be affected at all. Praise Jesus. I've been going to the doctor twice a week to check up on my blood pressure and I do so again on Monday.

Monday could be the game changer. If my blood pressure remains the same as it has then I will be admitted into the hospital for a 24 hour observation, followed by an induction on Tuesday.

Like I said, despite the circumstances, I am extremely ready. I've been tired and achy. I've had headaches and felt dizzy. I am sleep deprived (even though I've been on bed rest since Wednesday).

Side Note: Bed rest takes away the fun of being lazy in bed and on the couch. There have been days where I would have loved nothing more than to be chained to the couch with Netflix all day... Bed Rest robs you of that & fills you with endless amounts of boredom and anxiousness. Being told you HAVE to stay in one spot & only get up if you HAVE to is just awful.

 

Ace has definitely enjoyed the mandatory best rest though.

 

 

I'm excited...to meet her that is. And now it seems so much closer. Fingers crossed that we both stay healthy and that nothing is really wrong but then still LET HER OUT ALREADY. Mommy & Daddy are ready!

 

While on my bed rest I cheated a little bit and finished packing mine & Caroline's hospital bags. Joseph hooked up the car seat in the car and basically we are just sitting on go now. Can you believe it?!

 

I even finished my "New Daddy's Survival Kit" for Joseph. He hasn't gotten it yet, but since he doesn't read my blog I can tell you all about it. I found the idea on Pinterest & loved it. It's just a little something to let him know how appreciated he is and to let him know that even though it's me that is in labor, he is a very important part of this process and I am aware of it. It's filled with some of his favorite snacks and then little things that will "help him" in his new daddy-hood. (I kind of want a few more things in it, THANKS for messing that up for me Bed Rest). Hopefully he likes it :) If anything, it'll give him something to preoccupy himself in our hours at the hospital.

 

 

I'll try my best to keep everyone updated but I do see these next few weeks becoming maybe just a tad bit busier than previous weeks. If we are blessed with Caroline this week- then I'll be back soon. Or maybe I'll have TONS of time in the hospital and lots of medicine during my induction and I'll be pain free and will blog away on my phone....I can dream- we will see!

 

Something to make you laugh? Leave it to my husband- he is extremely good for things like that. Always keeping me laughing and smiling. Yard work was taking a little longer than expected Saturday morning. I walk outside to make sure things were going smoothly (luckily I walked out front instead of out back, otherwise I could've been surprised with an arrow flying in my direction). Yep, Joseph pulled out his bow and target and was practicing. The looks he was getting from our neighbors were priceless. He opened the gate on the side of our house, had the target up against the fence in the backyard and was standing in the front yard. Leave it to Joseph to try and turn Central Florida into South Alabama. Needless to say, I took pictures & video and got a few good laughs. ALL WHILE ON BED REST. (oops, shhh).  

 

And look: My poor baby, Ace, was so freaked out during a huge thunderstorm we were having. So glad he found a safe haven with his daddy. Such a sweet boy. They're so precious together, even if Joseph acts like he hates it.  

I love this little family of mine. Today is three, maybe this week will make four in our house!

How far along? Full term.... 37 weeks!
Total weight gain/loss: See last weeks comment on this subject.
Stretch Marks?  No more since last week. Lotion is still my best friend.
Sleep: I stay up late so I can sleep in as late as possible. When I say stay up late, I can make it until 11 haha which allows me to 'sleep in' until 9-9:30! wooooohoo.
Best moment(s) this week: Sleeping in Saturday morning and getting woken up to a cup of coffee (exactly the way I like it) and breakfast in bed. So blessed.
Miss anything?: Feeling in my legs & not being exhausted all the time.
Movement: Lots of poking in my ribs. & "alien rolls" over my belly.
Food cravings: I think I've had peanut butter and jelly sandwiches every day for the last week. For lunch, snacks and sometimes dinner. Peanut butta baby.

Labor Signs: Contractions & swelling.

Belly Button in or out? Innie!! We could make it this whole pregnancy with an innie!

What I am looking forward to: Finding out what the next step is on Monday -- the possibility of meeting my little girl this week!

Weekly Wisdom: Make sure to take maternity pictures sooner rather than later. I waited too long and didn't end up getting to do professional ones. Luckily I have weekly belly photos and other random ones throughout. Delivery time sneaks up on you and can be unexpected -- get things done while you can!

 

Beginning 2014

2014! Hello, January.

 

Welcome to a new year. It's a time for new adventures & new venues.

 

We rang in this new year in a quite manner. Being 8 months pregnant doesn't exactly scream party animal. More or less, it says- is it midnight yet? I was out for the night by 12:15 I would say. I wouldn't have spent it any other way though. I had my first of many New Year's kiss with my husband. What more do I need? Okay, a glass of champagne would've been a cherry on top, but we can't have it all now can we..

 

New Year's Day was spent with a huge pancake breakfast & football games all day! You hear football and you're like 'really, all day?' but it was actually rather productive too. Christmas got completely put away, we finished a long list of 'to-dos' around the house and we did a little prep work for the arrival of our little one. 2014 is looking mighty productive :)

 

We finally had the baby shower! After anxiously awaiting it- the time finally came! January 4th was such a great day. We drove up to Niceville the night before- Long trip, but completely worth it. I am so thankful that we were given the opportunity to see my family two weekends in a row. Saturday was amazing!

My best friend had the most beautiful cake made, my mom's decorations were the perfect amount of adorable for the most precious baby shower, our family and friends came from miles around to celebrate with us, the food was impeccable, and we received many great gifts for sweet Caroline. This girl is set!

She now has TONS of clothes. Gentlemen, you can skip this part, we now have our breast pump and supplies. Caroline has her swing & bouncer and lots of diapers to start out with. We have tons of books that I am already so excited to start reading to her. She got a carrier and some super soft blankets & stuffed animals to love on. The list goes on, basically I just want to say thank you again. This little girl is so blessed already.

We really enjoyed seeing everyone. We hadn't seen some of the people since our wedding. AND, what a wonderful surprise, it turns out my brother was able to make a day trip over for his niece's shower. A perfect surprise I must say.

The weekend passed too quickly. I wasn't ready to turn around and leave on Sunday. Luckily, the baby girl should be here soon so we don't have to wait too long to see the fam again!

Since being home, I've completely put everything from the shower away. I washed clothes that she will be needing shortly after her arrival, I've organized her toys and I've made way for her bath time shelf and kitchen shelf. I also reorganized (again) her changing station. Maybe it'll last being this way at least for a little while- at least until I find a new way of organization that seems to make more sense. We will see.

 

Big news in my world? In case you missed it for some odd reason- the Florida State Seminoles won the BCS National Championship game against Auburn! ACC strong. I couldn't be a more proud Nole fan- the win was well deserved. It was a nail biting, edge of your seat, kind of game. What a great ending to a great season! "If we gon do it, we gonna do it big!" -Jameis Winston. Congratulations, Seminole Nation! This was our year!

 

We had Caroline's 36 week doctor's appointment. New concerns and possibly an early arrival are where my mind is focused now. Later this week we will receive more information so I'll be sure to update everyone. Let me just put it out there- no need to worry! We're all fine :) so don't start to freak out or put your worry boots on, it's all good!

 

Really though, to myself: Happy 36 weeks. We've made it so far. Is it all downhill or uphill from here? We've made it to the last 4 weeks BUT does it get easier or harder now? Just a guess, I'm going to say harder because bending over to put my shoes on is a difficult task. Cars seemed like an easier vehicle to have during pregnancy but now I'm hating the ducking down to get in. My stomach is huge. It's like there is a bowling ball in there- or two.

 

If she is growing at the rate of the average baby then by 37 weeks she will be close to 8 lbs. My goodness. This large child of mine.... I'm ready to meet you already.

How far along? 36 weeks & counting.
Total weight gain/loss: Too much to share. All I will say is that after healing from labor, this momma is going to be on a huge fitness kick. Ready to get my butt back in shape already!
Stretch Marks?  2 1/2 stripes on the same said. No where else though. How does that work?
Sleep: Uncomfortable. Interrupted. Waking up wide awake 2-3 times per night- with a pain in my side or a fallen asleep, tingling arm.
Best moment(s) this week: The baby shower my mom through for Joseph, Caroline & me. It was perfect- couldn't have asked for more.
Miss anything?: Feeling normal.
Movement: Lots of movement still. Little jumping bean.
Food cravings: It's actually really hard to find things that I actually WANT to eat these days. I eat because I should- not because I want to now.

Labor Signs: Contractions.

Belly Button in or out? Innie, sill barely hanging on.

What I am looking forward to: My doctor's appointment Friday morning to see where exactly this labor stands.

Weekly Wisdom: Listen to the advice your doctor gives you- they don't just tell you things for fun, there is a reason they say what they say.

 



35 Weeks & Welcoming the New Year

Who would have thought this day would ever come? I am down to the last 5 weeks of this pregnancy with our "sweeeeeeeet Caroline, bum bum bum." (Had to, everyone else does it...)

35 WEEKS!!! excuse my excitement :)

Our baby has gotten so big. We had another ultrasound! She is weighing about 7 lbs. and 1 oz. Holy Wow. My thoughts exactly. At 35 weeks, the average baby weighs about 5 1/4 lbs. which puts Caroline in the "greater 90th percentile" according to the ultrasound tech. She couldn't tell us how long our sweet baby is, so that is left to a surprise, but remember "she has long bones" so we will see!

 

I was really excited for this appointment. Not just because I was getting to see my little girl again for the first time in quite a few weeks, but because Joseph was able to make this one since he had the day off! She wasn't as active as she has been during the other ones. She was sleeping. AND covering her face, with not one but both hands. You could see the top part of her face. She looked liked she had a little pouty face on. It was cute. Kinda looks like she might have her daddy's lips!

 

I have my weekly appointment later this week. So hopefully we will be finding out if she will be an early baby girl! Mommy reallyyyyy wants to meet her soon.

 

Over the weekend we traveled up to Niceville to see the Robb side of the family. Never a dull moment. We really enjoyed it .It's always great to see my family.

Being home was a really good feeling. Even though it's only been a little over 3 months, it still felt like it had been forever. I love spending time with them. We spent some time in Niceville & in Destin.

I got to try a restaurant that I've heard so much about, Boshamps Oyster House. Joseph knows the owner and he'd been there a couple times since its opening and my parents have been there a few times but not me. Of course, I was surrounded by oysters and I LOVE OYSTERS. Not being able to have them was a little bit rough but there was plenty of other choices for me. Conecuh sausage is another recent favorite of mine. So I got "The Stadium Dog." Love Conecuh sausage ever since Joseph introduced me to it. Yum!

 

I will be eating at least a dozen oysters all to myself the very first chance I get, just saying! Care to join me?

 

 

All in all it was a great trip! I ate eggs benedict & way too much "beer cheese," I got to assist in the buying of some of the baby shower decorations, Ace got to run around his favorite field in my moms backyard, I got to eat steak and lobster for a family dinner and I was also able to spend sometime with my Grandparents & my Aunt. Oh & I had Danny's Fried Chicken. (I know, not exactly the healthiest thing this prego lady needs to be eating BUT in my defense, it was my first time in Niceville in months, so I couldn't pass it up). Plus, although it did rain one of the nights, the weather was gorgeous! I love the 50-60 degree weather in North Florida. It was perfect!

 

Joseph & I had a few more Christmas presents to open up & Caroline even had a few little gifts of her own!

 

 

Along with some other gifts from wonderful family & friends, my Grandma made Caroline her baby blanket & I am in love with it. I had no idea what to expect when I asked if my Grandma would make her one. She made mine and I loved it, and now Caroline has one & it's absolutely perfect. I can't wait to see her with it.

 

Needless to say, after the great weekend we had, after coming home- we were all exhausted... even Ace :)

 

 

Being home & looking around I have realized... I have so much I need to do in the nursery! But, I don't want to start organizing anymore in Caroline's room until after the baby shower so I don't have to move and then re-move things again.

 

Did I mention the shower is this upcoming weekend!? Ohemgee.

 

It's finally shower time! I can't wait to see everyone & celebrate the soon arrival of our little love bug. I feel like I have been counting down the days until the shower for forever now. So that means that it's about to be January!! BABY MONTH!

 

With it being New Years Eve and the beginning of the New Year is upon us it is only right to have a New Years resolution. Or 3 or 10. I'm so excited for 2014.

 

Looking back through some of my Facebook albums, I noticed that for my welcoming of 2013 I wrote a little paragraph:

 

"This year is going to be full of big changes. Graduating, moving, and so many other life changing experiences are going to take place. I wont regret anything and Ill take everything head on and full of hope and understanding. Ups and downs are sure to be present, but its part of life. I'm looking forward to everything I have coming my way. Here's to 2013, may it be full of hidden and seen blessings."

 

2013 certainly has been a big year. I discovered a little bit more of who I am. I made it official with the most amazing man I've ever known at the beginning of 2013, my mom received the liver transplant we all had been waiting for, I graduated from West Florida, I went to my first NASCAR race at Talladega, I moved to Montgomery, my brother found his calling and joined the Air Force, I got married & gained a new family, I moved to Central Florida, Ace turned 6, and I found out we were having a sweet little girl in January. As I noted at the beginning of the New Year, 2013 was full of hidden and seen blessings. It has been one for the books & I hope to always have the memories to look back on.

 

Looking on to 2014, I know this year will be different than any other year I've experienced so far. I will be a new mommy and I couldn't be happier and feeling more blessed about that.

 

My welcoming for 2014? It's only proper to welcome it just as I did last year:

 

"This year will be different, in so many wonderful ways. It will be filled with new challenges and situation and many changes, it will be surrounded by newfound relationships and growing bonds, it will be filled with laughter and some tears. This year represents the beginning of a new way of life, a life that we've been waiting to start. It's a new chapter that's just waiting to be written. I can't wait to share this new journey with my husband and our family, I can't wait to see where the road takes us. Here's to 2014, this is where life begins."

 

We hope everyone has a safe & Happy New Year. Ring it in right, surrounded by those you care about and love, whether it be family or friends. Cherish what you have and don't long for what you don't. Everything happens for a reason, just enjoy it and see where life takes you.

 

Until next year....

 

Happy New Year, Everyone :)

 

How far along? 35 weeks!
Total weight gain/loss: The answer is yes, I've gained weight & I no longer feel like sharing. ;) Baby girl & I are healthy though, so that's what counts!
Stretch Marks? I now have another one, but on the same side. So on one side, I now have 2 little stripes. Can we stop now?
Sleep: Surprisingly sleep is getting better. Who would have thought? I get up once in the middle of most nights but I can "sleep in" in the mornings. (My version of sleeping in and yours are probably 2 totally different things....)
Best moment(s) this week: Going to Niceville over the weekend & seeing my brother & parents. Also hearing how healthy Caroline is during her ultrasound.
Miss anything?: The smell of beer is delicious, so to have one would be great. & as previously stated, I want some Oysters & Egg Nog & Medium Rare Steak, and Cesar Salads! Soon enough right?
Movement: She's beating me up on the inside. I don't know if it's her feet or her hands or if it's just her trying to get comfy- but she's killing my ribs. I like feeling her, so I can't really complain too much.
Food cravings: Everything you're not supposed to have while being pregnant.

Labor Signs: Contractions seem to be getting stronger but no active labor signs yet.

Belly Button in or out? Innie, barely hanging on.

What I am looking forward to: My doctor's appointment to find out if we can narrow down when the little girl will be here & the baby shower this weekend!!

Weekly Wisdom: Car trips while pregnant are not the most pleasant thing, bring snacks and stop often for a walk and a potty break!







34 Weeks, We're 8 1/2 In!

(I've been a little busy so I'm a little behind in posting this weeks blog but please get used to the delay- it seems it might be happening more often with traveling, a baby shower & then A BABY coming all very soon. Hang in there with me, I'll still keep y'all updated) :)

First off, let me give a little shout out to a new baby girl that has entered the world. My cousin-in-law had a beautiful baby, Callie Grace. And my gosh- she is gorgeous! She looks just like her mommy- I couldn't be happier for the new family of 3! Love y'all and bless that little girl of yours!

I'm a sucker for babies these days... I wonder why?

We've made it to 34 weeks! It hasn't been easy but this long road is almost over. It's all down hill now right? ;)

This week has been spent baking and cleaning and finalizing all Christmas shopping. (Mine was done weeks ago, but you know how men like to do theirs last minute).... Then we were blessed to spend our Christmas week with the Turner side of our family.

As this week rolled around, I was feeling more pregnant than usual. The heartburn really is insane and the exhaustion is real. For the first part of the week, I wanted to be in bed by 8:00 but then family came and I suppose with things to do and family to hang out with that I started feeling better and was a little bit night owl (staying up later than usual anyway). I've slept fantastic for the last half of the week. Almost feeling like I could sleep in.. almost being the key word.

Christmas Eve & Christmas this year were absolutely to remember. We had such a wonderful time together. Great food, Good conversation & A lot of fun.

There were matching pajamas and our Christmas elf, Joseph. There was breakfast casserole and baked ziti and a nice Christmas dinner. There was A Christmas Story & Anchorman 2. There were 2 reindeer dogs and lots of surprises under the tree. There was laughter and joy filling our house. There was family- It was a memorable few days.

 

It was also Joseph & my 1st Christmas. I'd say it was a great first one together. I felt like the day was full of so much love between the two of us- more than usual ..if that's possible. I won't get into details but I am such a happy girl to have this wonderful man in my life. Truly a blessing to be a mommy & daddy together, to be married and to be this happy and in love.

Christmas is not about the presents and what you receive but I would like to note that this year I couldn't have been more spoiled by both sides of our family and by my husband. I'm such a lucky girl. Thank you, thank you, thank you again to everyone! Caroline received all kinds of goodies too, and she's not even here.. yet.

 

Blessed to have family that helps us plan for our little one. Caroline got a Pack'n'Play for our many trips we have planned and her visits with her Grandparents. She got her beautiful crib with gorgeous bedding. She got her travel system stroller & car seat. She got new decorations for her room and she got lots of new clothes and blankets. Mommy is ecstatic!

Today I have my 34 week doctors appointment. Just another routine check up. And then an ultrasound next week! Can't wait to see our girl :)

Tomorrow we go to Niceville for the weekend! Yay! We're very excited to see the Robb side of our family! It's going to be a good, much needed trip!

How far along? 34 weeks!
Total weight gain/loss: You gain weight when your pregnant? Weird.... haha (I don't want to talk about it).
Maternity Clothes? Christmas brought me new outfits! Yay, maternity clothing!
Stretch Marks? Still the same. Blah.
Sleep: I'm now getting up once in the middle of the night & I'm still throwing off the covers. The best feeling ever was waking up after forgetting to turn the heat on the night before- our house was 60 degrees which = one happy prego momma
Best moment(s) this week: Having family down for the holidays and her aunts feeling Caroline in my belly for their first time
Miss anything?: A mimosa on Christmas is too much to ask for.. I'll catch up next year.
Movement: She's crazy strong. Her movements are very precise.
Food cravings: String cheese, I must have string cheese.

Labor Signs: Still feeling the contractions- some are worse than others.

Belly Button in or out? Innie!

What I am looking forward to: My doctor's appointment later today, seeing our Niceville family over the weekend & our ultrasound on Monday!

Weekly Wisdom: Eat smaller meals- they mean it when the doctors and books tell you that.

Joyous Times at 33 Weeks

Another week down. It flew by with all the entertainment that took place. It was full of fun and happiness in the Turner household. Such a busy month & I'm loving it.

At the end of last week, we watched Florida State dominate in the ACC Championship; In the middle of the week, we had a baby doctor's appointment; and at the end of the week my dad was down here visiting us for the weekend! A wonderful week to have.

First off, Go Noles! I'm so proud to be a Seminole, always am, but even more so. And Jameis won the Heisman. Couldn't be a more proud fan. He is well deserving. What a freshman! #nolenation #bringonpasadena #beatauburn

My daddy came to visit us down here. First observation: the weather is completely different than where he has been in the last few weeks. Way different from Nashville, Tennessee by a landslide and even different from our neighboring North Florida weather. We're still experiencing 85 degree weather. Yay, us? Ugh.

It was so nice getting to see him. It really has been too long. We had a really good visit together. We went and ate at this restaurant that is right up the road from our house, Lonnie's Fusion Cuisine. #ohemgee delicious! It's absolutely one of my new favorites in Lake Mary. Really glad we discovered it and tried something new.

 

We got to do some Christmas shopping together, which goodness talk about chaos. Parking lots were a zoo and the lines were incredibly long. But what else says Christmas spirit like having to wait in lines and fight crowds? (just kidding). I'm glad we all just about finished our shopping though! Huge plus considering all 3 of us typically wait until the last minute.

Also, we spent one of the days in the fresh air. The boys played an afternoon of golf and Caroline and I drove the cart. It was a lot of fun & the weather couldn't have been more perfect for it. Following golf, we had a BBQ dinner with way too much food and watched the Heisman Trophy presentation.
(I would like to make a note that all I did was drive the cart, and I was completely pooped by the time we got home. I made it through the awards ceremony but then was out like a light in a hurry).

It was a relaxed weekend with a lot to do, I always enjoy time with my dad. The time really flew by. I already miss him and can't wait to see him again. (Just think, less than 2 weeks!)

For an update on my baby that's brewing: Caroline is pure perfection (if this mommy does say so herself). Her heart rate is perfect, as is mine. My stomach is measuring exactly what it should be according to her weekly progress. Mommy is steadily gaining weight, as is the baby girl. 2 healthy ladies here! Right on track.

We didn't get to do another ultrasound yet. Maybe in a month we will get to again. Hope so. I love seeing her! And I want to know what she is measuring in at. I want to see how her "long bones" have progressed and if her weight is still ahead of schedule. Everyone is making the joke now that based on her previous weight and length and then the weight she is supposed to be gaining per week that she is going to come out walking and talking.

It's getting closer and closer to seeing our love bug. We are now 33 weeks along! She has dropped! It's weird seeing my belly even lower that it was. I didn't realize it could get much lower..  but oh, it can.

Bets are still being placed on when she is coming. I've taken 36-37 weeks. Joseph has 37 weeks. The doctor says between 38 and 39. My dad says 41. All is fine with me, except I'm really hoping my dad is wrong (sorry, dad!). 41 weeks seems like too much longer to wait at this point. And 36 weeks is too close to the shower date.. SO please, hang in there at least until we get back to Orlando little one!

It's crazy the things they don't tell you about pregnancy- you know, the things you just find out throughout the process. Who would've thought that making the bed and bending over (or sitting down) to put shoes on would become such exhausting tasks. Goodness, it's rough.

Well, at least the end is in sight now!

Now this week, I get to stay busy as well! Prepping for the family to be down here this upcoming Monday! Really looking forward to it. I've got to plan a menu, clean around the house some more and I've got to start some baking to have yummy Christmas treats ready! It's going to be a good Holiday :) Ready to see the sisters and if Ace understood, I know he would be thrilled that he is going to have his buddy down here for a few days to play!

He's beginning to get in the Christmas spirit!

December is usually a rough month on my side of the family. It's usually filled with hospitals and sickness and sadness even though the holiday spirit is tied in to try to cheer things up. It's always a difficult time. I think times are beginning to really change. Last December and this December have been proving my theory wrong and I'll continue to pray that it is a true sign that things are changing. Things are looking up and I'm so incredibly thankful for it.

Bless my family and bless yours, for tis the season for many blessings to be spread and shared with everyone.

How far along? 33 weeks!
Total weight gain/loss: I have officially broken 40 lbs. I've gained 42 lbs thus far during this pregnancy. And I hear a pound a week starts now? Please don't.
Maternity Clothes? That's what my wardrobe consists of. Comfy tempo shorts still fit though & tee's!
Stretch Marks? No matter how much I "massage" lotion into my one stripe, it won't fade yet. I'm going to continue to try though. Oh & I think I'm getting another one. Woohoo, me.
Sleep: I get hot, and hotter, all throughout the night- and I know it's just me because my husband is in socks, long pants and a shirt and my dog's teeth are literally chattering. Heat ultimately causes tossing and turning and throwing the covers off. Poor Joseph who has to sleep next to me, at least I don't wake him.
Best moment(s) this week: Having my dad here and him seeing for himself this big belly of mine & Caroline getting to hear her Opa's voice. :) Little wiggle worm.
Miss anything?: I want some eggnog & a Caesar salad, por favor. Joseph didn't understand my odd question about freezing eggnog. I asked if it was possible to buy it during the holiday season and then freeze it until I can have it after Caroline is born. I got a weird expression from him. & apparently, it wouldn't taste the same. I guess I really do have to wait until next Christmas for a glass of eggnog. Funny thing is- I don't even like eggnog that much- but now I really want it!
Movement: I think she is experimenting now. Watching my stomach, it's almost like she pokes one spot and then stops for a second, then pokes another spot to see how far she can stretch each spot for more room.
Food cravings: Big on fruit. Grapes galore & apple city in my fridge. If I only could cut a pineapple without wasting so much I'd have tons of pineapple in there too.

Labor Signs: I'm experiencing contractions. They're not the nicest feeling. Yay for my body prepping me for labor..

Belly Button in or out? Innie, hang in there!

What I am looking forward to: A relaxing weekend with the hubs & then Christmas with the Turners, followed by a weekend with my Mom, Dad & Brother!

Weekly Wisdom: Enjoy every minute you are given with those you love, don't waste time- it's something you'll never get back.

Bragging Note: Joseph is so good to me. He knows what makes his pregnant wife happier than anything. He noticed my fruit obsession & my love for chocolate and gave me the best of both worlds. You can't go wrong with anything Godiva, but this was absolutely perfect. So grateful to have such a loving & caring husband. #bragover

I'm Ready!

I slept in this morning. Boy, it felt so good not to be up and moving around by 7:00. What a wonderful gift on this Tuesday. I woke up to a happy dog, wagging his tail with a toy in his mouth next to the bed. I love his greetings, they put a smile on my face. I get up to find that my husband which I adore so much left a fresh pot of hot coffee waiting, just for me.

 

I'm in such a wonderful mood. Feeling so blessed for the things that I have and the things I have to look forward to. I'm getting anxious just thinking about them!

 

I'm so ready!

 

I'm ready for my dad to be here on Friday.

It's going to be a wonderful weekend. I've missed him a lot. His first trip here will be so fun- in his company, it's hard not to have a good time. I'm so excited to show him our house & the city around us - watch the Heisman presentation - maybe do a little golf (ill be driving the cart!) - and whatever else we decide to do! I'm going to make some sweet treats for while he is here, he enjoys scrumptious desserts just as much as I do :) Only a few days until his arrival!

 

I'm ready for Christmas!

I love the Christmas season, but this year it is especially special. It is Joseph & my 1st Christmas together. It's a time for making new memories. His family, my in-laws, will be in town! I'm really looking forward to seeing all of them! It seems like it has been forever, even though I know it hasn't! I've missed their company, and his sister's hilariousness. It's hard not to laugh and enjoy yourself in their presence. It's going to be a wonderful week with them!

 

I'm ready for 2 consecutive weekends in Niceville!

I'm so ready to go home the weekend after Christmas. I'm ready to see my family! I love my mom's house around Christmas, it's so festive and makes you feel warm and at home. I'm excited to see my brother and my mom and my dad! Even though my dad will have just left us down here in Orlando, it has been a little while since I've seen my mom and an even longer time since I've seen Matt! It's going to be a wonderful weekend full of joy and memories. I'm even looking forward to the weather! I hear it gets a little cooler up there than it does down here.

Haha, Oh Florida.

 

I'm ready for Caroline's baby shower!

I'm so excited to see our friends and family all gathered together to celebrate Joseph & I and the arrival of our little Caroline. It's going to be such a fun time and so many memories will be made. I know there has been a lot of work going into it and I'm really excited to see the end result. I get more excited receiving RSVP's too! I love knowing how much support we have from everyone and how many people are just as excited about her arrival as we are. It warms my heart knowing that she is already loved by so many.

 

I'm ready for the BCS National Championship!

Go Noles, Beat Auburn! I'm ready to watch this and scream my lungs out the whole time. I'm so proud of my Noles and am ready to see them represent the ACC. It's going to be a tough game, but I have lots of faith in Florida State. This is going to be one for the books! Bring it on!

 

I'm ready for our love bug's entrance into the world!

I'm getting more anxious about her arrival. I find myself wishing it would just be tomorrow! Hurry, January- I'm so ready to meet my little girl and to hold her. The anticipation is killing me! I have so many thoughts and curiosities about what she will be like and the poise she will have. I know she'll be just perfect, I just want some details! :) This momma is more than ready to meet this little bundle of joy!

 

 

 



32 Weeks

December is blowing my mind! I think it's only because NEXT MONTH IS JANUARY!

(for those of you who don't have a calendar & didn't know ;)

 

32 weeks of pregnancy!!

woot woot! woot woot! woot woot!

I hope I'm not the only one who thinks this way but goodness can it be over already? I'm ready to hold my mini me, or mini Joseph, or my perfect little mix of us. 32 weeks, 32 weeks, it's getting closer & closer!

Although it is getting closer judging by how far along I am, it feels like each day slows down & lasts longer and longer than the day before.

Is this real life? Sleeping is exhausting in its own. Wake up, fall asleep, wake up, pray to fall back asleep and the pattern continues. My arm is constantly falling asleep because I can't get it in a good position that's comfortable. I have no pregnancy pillow so I will blame part of my insomnia on that. Eating is getting more complicated too. This week I learned, I can't stand the smell of ground beef cooking. It's disgusting to me. But I love the smell of chopped garlic. Weird? 90% of the time I can't decide what I do want to eat, it's like nothing sounds good- so I'm living on peanut butter and jelly sandwiches and apples with peanut butter. At least there is still protein in those. Oh, and baked potatoes. Can't get enough of those.

This week I have been "nesting" again. I washed some more clothes and blankets and I organized her closet a little more. I also got some more little things in the mail for our little one. Mommy's getting a little order crazy online. I can't help it though. Everything is just so precious. I'm personally increasing Caroline's Seminole apparel. She has a lot of Alabama fan gear, which is wonderful (roll tide!) but, she will also be a Nole girl. She will be both until she is old enough to decide for herself :)

I'm trying to do all kinds of things to distract myself.

I've finished all my Christmas shopping. I just need to wrap now.

And we're basically done decorating the house. Our tree is up! Yay. We just have to find a tree topper that we really like.. we're kind of picky. Our stockings our hung, for the dogs and all, & lights are all around our house! It's beginning to look a lot like Christmas (imagine that in the tune of the song itself). fa la la la la la la la la

The decision is in! It's looking like it's going to be all of the Turner side of the family down here for Christmas! Ready to see the In-Laws! :) & I know Ace is going to be super excited to play with Jake!

I know I'll be missing my part of the fam on Christmas Day itself, buttttttt

To follow up Christmas... Joseph, Ace and I are headed to Niceville to see the Robb side of our fam! I've missed them. & it's my last opportunity to spend time with Matt before Caroline is here. (which come to think of it, I haven't seen him since the wedding). Wish we could have a beer together for old times sake, or like last Christmas, Power Hour before Santa comes. (I smile and get a little chuckle just thinking about it). Good memories. So this year it'll be different but I know it'll be just as great of a "Christmas Break."

I just want to put it out there- Netflix is amazing. I stream during the day and then movies come in the mail every other day, so that's kind of nice. Joseph & I just finished watching the series Homeland. (If you haven't seen it, start it, it's completely worth it!) We watched both seasons that are on Netflix, now we're waiting for the 3rd season to be put on there since we're too late in the season to watch it on TV. We also just finished "The Internship." We love comedies- It gets rated an 'A' from us, we laughed our butts off.  Next, I have the movies like "The Heat" and "Now You See Me" lined up and ready to watch. Oh, & I finally finished ALL 8 SEASONS of "Weeds." Everyone has always talked about it, so I gave it a shot and 3 weeks later, all done! Now on to Gossip Girl, Season One, Ready, Go!

eBay biz is still blossoming. Pretty happy about that. However, the post office I'm not such a big fan of. Thank goodness there are machines in the lobby of our local post office that you can use to ship smaller packages. Luckily. Otherwise, I'm sure I would be known by name considering I'm in there AT LEAST twice a week.

On another note, there is some Florida State football on tonight that I'm ready for. Go Noles, Beat Duke!

How far along? 32 weeks! asdfjkl;!!
Total weight gain/loss: Is it wrong that I haven't weighed myself in awhile? haha- I don't want to see the damage taking place. I'll wait until the next doctor appointment to feel the shame.
Maternity Clothes? Got my new items in the mail! New pants, new shirts and new cardigans! I'm shlovin' it. Motherhood Maternity is my favsie.
Stretch Marks? Blah. Just that one. Let's keep it that way, por favor.
Sleep: Check out my above remarks about sleep. Ukkk. This is my life, currently anyway.
Best moment(s) this week: I have a couple :D (I guess it was a good week!) 1- When Ace was laying on my stomach and Caroline did a very abrupt kick, it startled him.. just a little bit! It's funny how he maneuvers himself to lay with Caroline no matter what the cost or how uncomfortable he might end up. He's so cute with how hard he tries to lay with her.  His head is always on my belly. 2- Joseph went to kiss my stomach and at the exact same time, Caroline kicked right where his lips were. It was hilarious, after we had been playing with my belly for a bit, she wanted to play with her Daddy. Too Cute! 3- We got some great news from one of my doctors this week, prayers have been answered :)
Miss anything?: Not being exhausted All. Day. Long.
Movement: Constantly. She moves around a lot more at night now that she used to. It seems night time has always been her "favorite time" to play but now I'm woken up in the middle of the night to a very active little bean just jumping around.
Food cravings: Same stuff. Nothing weird, nothing new.

Labor Signs: Not yet.

Belly Button in or out? Still an innie. When do you think it'll pop?

What I am looking forward to: Our doctor's appointment on Wednesday! & Then Mi Padre will be down on Friday! (It's his first visit since we've moved here! REALLY looking forward to it :)

Weekly Wisdom: Always wear comfortable shoes while shopping. It doesn't matter how fashionable the shoes are, if you are out & about- your feet are going to DIE in uncomfortable shoes. (Lesson learned in Target....it was awful) & it didn't take long.

I Remember Last December

Things change so quickly. Some for the good, some for the sad- mostly for the good.

 

I Remember Last December.

 

I was figuring out who I was. I was working hard at my job, putting in double after double, staying and taking the closing shift. I was making money, and lots of it. It was a job I was skeptical about taking, but I've never had such an enjoyable time while working. (Minus my internship, that falls into a different category because it was unpaid). I loved the people I got to know there, my fellow owls as well as the management team. Some of them left an ever lasting impression on me. It was an experience that really taught me a lot about myself, it gave me a lot of skills to use in the rest of my life.

 

I Remember Last December.

 

I made friends with new people, rekindled old friendships and had the time of my life. I worked my butt off but made sure to make time for things I wanted to do. I stayed up late, over slept and wouldn't change a thing. I was silly, some would say crazy, I was outspoken and in control. I tested my boundaries and really pushed myself physically and morally.

 

I Remember Last December.

 

I was at a crossroad in my life, where everything had recently just changed and I had a choice to make. I could either let what had happened define me and stay in a funk or I could push through it and grow from it. I'm grateful for the people that pushed me to take it on head on and get through it. I'm so happy to have had those people in my life. I'm so happy that they were always there for me, no matter what the time was.

 

I made some memories last December that I will always cherish deeply. The places, the people and the times that were had will always be something that I look back on and smile about.

 

Sometimes I wish those times then could've lasted forever. But even I know they couldn't have.

 

 

Although things are different now, it is part of growing up. I'm so happy to have those memories and to have had those experiences.

 

Now this December, there are new and different memories to make.